Jacques stood at
the corner of 8th and Linus facing north into the park. He pulled his
phone out of his pocket and checked the time.
1:08
But he already knew
that.
He took a breath and
even said a quick prayer. He let out a slight chuckle because he had
never thought of doing that before. Maybe this time will be
different. Maybe it will change things. It was worth a
shot. He didn't have much time. He walked into Rogers Park in the
direction of the benches near the knolls.
This scene has played
out many times before. This time had to be different. This time had
to be the one. He was going to do what he felt needed to be done and then
hope for the best.
Off in the distance he
could see her. His window of opportunity was short and he had to get to
her without interruption.
From the left a
homeless man came up to Jacques.
"Sir, can you
spare some loose......"
"Here you go
Reggie..." Jacques hands over his wallet before Reggie could even finish
his sentence. He hopped over the log border, started off into a sprint and stopped a few yards
from her. There she sat on a park bench reading a book. She was
beautiful. He's never seen her any other way. He slowly approached
her as she moved her bangs behind her left ear, licked her middle finger, turned the page, uncrossed her legs
and placed her left leg over the right one.
He stood awkwardly,
and softly called out to her, "Katherine?"
Katherine looked up
and held her hand up to block the sun, "Yes?"
"Hi. My
name is Jacques. Jacques Copeland."
"Do I know
you?"
"Currently,
no. In the sense of the meta-physical universe, you know all about
me and I know all about you. Look, I know you don't understand, but do
you mind if I sit next to you? I swear I mean you know harm."
"I don't
know."
"If it makes you
feel safer, there's going to be a couple of cops walking around the corner in a
couple seconds."
"How do
you???"
Just like Jacques
promised, two park and wildlife police officers in conversation walk around the
corner and stop by a nearby table.
"How?? How
did you??"
Jacques sighed and
took a breath, "I've always hoped the explanation would somehow
remain. It takes up precious time. If you can believe it or not, I
am living the same fifty-two minutes over and over again. We've had this
conversation and some derivative of it numerous times. I'm stuck in time
loop, for a reason I've not come close to understanding."
"I think I should
leave."
"I knew you were
going to say that. You ALWAYS say that! But Katherine, we've sat on this
bench for countless minutes talking to one another. We've gotten to know
one another. I know your name is Katherine Rhodes. You're
twenty-seven years old and a pharmacy technician. You called in sick
today and came here to read. It reminds you of your parents.
They've been gone six years. You like peanut butter but not
jelly. You prefer your mashed potatoes prepared with the skin still on.
You enjoy tea with extra lemon.
You've been to every continental state and have a picture from each state in a
mural on your living room.
So you've told me.
You've also been hurt
before. In such a way you can never really open up to a man your
innermost feelings and dreams."
"I don't ever
remember meeting you."
"You never
do. No one ever does. Just myself. Everyone goes back to
doing what they were doing when it starts. At two o’clock, everyone
leaves, and I return to one-oh-eight and have to relive this over and over
again. In the span of countless fifty-two minutes over and over, I've
witnessed and learned things that other's forget. But none of that really
matters. The only thing that matters is what I've come here to tell
you. "
Katherine stared right
into Jacques' eyes.
"I love you Katherine. I love
you. I want to say I've loved you from the time I first laid eyes on you,
but it's been so long and
I've wanted to tell you so many times. But not every meeting comes out
the same. I only have a short amount of time for you to fall in love with
me, but right now it doesn't matter. It can be fate, course correction, or
I'm just a lucky guy
to be able to spend as much time with you as I have. But I fully
believe that the whole point of this... this event. Is because of us.
God. The Universe. Whatever wants me to get it right. It
wants me to open up to you just like you've opened up to me little by little
over the course of, I don't know how long I've been doing this. It wants
me to tell you that you can be loved, Katherine. That you can be loved by
me and we can beat this thing and when it turns 2:01 we're still going to be
here together and we're going to cherish each moment afterwards."
Katherine took a
second to comprehend it all.
"If what you say
is true and you really do know all this about me. Have you ever tried
this before? This... This confession?"
"No. This
is the first time. I've never told you how I've felt. I realized I
was holding that back when we've disclosed ourselves to each other over
the..... What I can only assume have been years I've been meeting you
here."
"Years?"
"Years."
"Years."
"If it's only fifty-two
minutes when do you sleep?"
"I usually just
go to a park bench and sleep until the next reset."
"And during these
'resets' you go back fifty-two minutes in time??"
"Yes, to the
exact geographical point I was at 1:08."
"And you're the
only one that remembers?"
"As far as I
know. Everyone is doing what they were doing fifty-two minutes prior as
well with no recollection of what just transpired."
"What all have
you done? Seen?"
"A lot!
There's only so much you can get accomplished in 52 minutes. So it's been
pretty much all been legal."
Katherine sat there,
trying to take it all in. It was all new to her. This man, new to
her. But he knew all about her. He knew things little things only
those close to her knew. She didn't want to be hurt, but she didn't think
she could not at least take
the chance.
"All right.
I believe you. I believe everything."
"Oh,
Katherine!"
Jacques leaned
forward, embraced her and squeezed her tight.
"You better not
be a psycho!"
Jacques laughed,
"No."
Katherine embraced him
as well. A genuine smile crossed his lips as he closed his eyes
finally feeling safe for the first time in.... in a very long time.
He opened his eyes and Jacques is
standing on the corner of 8th and Linus facing north into the park. He
pulled his phone out of his pocket and checked the time.
1:08
But he already knew that.
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